The sun sets, night arrives
My love is only untimely
My heart beats quicker than my footsteps
Today, too, I follow you

I cry, I smile, I cry
One person's lonely thoughts
Using tears
To wipe away your face reflected on the red petals

Gazing dumbly at your visage
I unknowingly smile with you
I though that this is an unattainable dream
And so, my eyes fill with tears

It is not only fate, to give up again and again
Although my heart remembers each parting deeply
A moment of giving up turns into heavy burdens
I can never forget you

I cry, I smile, I cry
My lonely thoughts
My unsettled life
Let me be peaceful for one day

You, who appears in my sporadic life
I will make you mine in the next life

Gazing dumbly at your visage
I unknowingly smile with you
I though that this is an unattainable dream
And so, my eyes fill with tears

Sucky News.

okay... second post of the day ...
some breaking news just come up,
tmr i'll be admitted to alexandra hospital due to my fever and 
embarrassingly i may be having pile,
which is a painful lump near the asshole, which
is cause by 
 One theory is that piles are a result of a weakness of the tissue that connects the anal cushions 
to the muscle layers underneath. In combination with frequently straining while passing hard
bowel movements, this can cause the anal cushions to slide out of their usual place and down the rectum 
(. if u wanna see the definition please highlight the above area)   

so sucky right?
firstly the doctor will ask what's wrong you?
and i'll like have to say i have 3 areas having problem, 
firstly my fever, secondly my asshole, and lastly my irritating cough ...


sadist right???


ok i don need compassion, it's embarrassing and aso 
it sucks..
 

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update update update...

last week been a high physical training week with lots
of talking cocks and craps.. we did like 3 physical training daily.
we did like strength traingin, swimming, jogging, and lots of excercise like shit..
 so funny.. i got a bunch of bunk mates who does the weirdess things in town, like
dancing nake/ just underwear(white color wif stain on the back...)
 and we have this sex conversion every time promptly afr all 3 meals.. 
haha.. and of course i'm the guru...


as for this week, we took our first "wife",
SAR 21 which means Singapore assault riffle 21st century .. weight ard 4 kg,
and due to this gun, we had to wake up at 3.45 am and get shouted to out on 
our uniform and aso a long march and lastly a ceremony which lasted 2 hrs.
starting next is the handling course for the riffle and aso test...
but luckly me i pass, not only i brought back a good mark i 
aso left a mark on my left knee as i fell into the freaking fuck spoil drain,
which hit my knee... ouch and aso came up with a freaking sickening fever when i was force to 
see doctor as i know it's better to train than to see the medical officer there...
i got drip, ok.. not that bad.. but the skill they've for poking a needle into you?
..... try asking a blind to do it for u.. i think the blind will do better..
haha
 super fever now still running one at 38.1 haha
everything sucks in here..
but your picture is the only thing that relax my body and soul and put
me to slp really love looking at ur pictures...
how i wish u were just here by my side.