will u miss mi?

 

Lost for words...

army suck as usual, super training in the rain.. from wet to dry and dry to wet again..
half of the company is sick and so as i.. fever 38.6..
still training like i am okay..
so lost for words..


so much sms..
so much misses..
so much pictures..
all just make me more quiet and eat lesser day by day..

slim down till 88kg goodness from 93.. 
not feeling well but really getting fit as in shape..
taking all this hurt in the heart as an motivation to carry on running ..
till i drop... i must slim down, i must be fit and aso move on...

'Cause I'm here for you

Please don't walk away

And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know, I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

1 songs to share..  

chipmunks version
Lyrics..
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo


PS: So wad do u see in your future girl?

i saw u.... how about u?

Training with pride.

Had quite a tough training in there, 

i mean physically, haha.

manage to slim down 4 kg for 2 weeks.. gosh!!

realli cool isn't it?
had a bad cough, fever, and infected sore throat.
must be my body not adapting to all this weathers 
and rain thus worsely training hard. 

But somehow everytime when i wanna give up, 
wanna just let it pass, this her who manage to pull mi up ,
by just think about her. realli amazing isn't it.


she asked mi if i'm realli so crazy ovr this her,
she ask if i aim to be the next one breaking her heart,
but why didnt she ask mi...
will i ever be with her for life?

what if we got tgt? 
what if i have the ability to patch her hearts back everytime she's down?


so mani wad ifs..... 
but i'll still be waiting  and gonna prove to her tt 
i'm just the chosen one...


2 years is a real test to me... 
i wanna be with u, i wanna take u too have fun,
i wanna take u traveling, a famili, a life,
a day not without u.. even if i was to move on..


i nid to ensure u got the right man for u.. as
I'm sure u're the right girl i've ever met.